When I was 10 years old and in the 5th grade, I weighed in at 188 pounds. I was always an active child -- I played softball for 12 years, basketball for 8, tennis for 7, and marching band for 4. My doctors recommended a food diary to try and pinpoint areas for improvement. My parents documented everything that I ate and drank for about 3 months.
5th Grade -- camping with the family |
At our check-in, I weighed in at 196. I had gained 8 pounds in only 3 months. My doctors asked me to tweak a few things -- more vegetables, less fruit... more white meat, less red. More milk and water, less juice. But other than that, they were very pleased with my eating habits, but still concerned about the weight gain.
They sent me for rounds of testing, originally concerned with my thyroid, but nothing showed up.
8th grade banquet |
Dave's Prom in 2004 |
The answer here was a bit more complicated than my 18-year-old mind could process. They explained that it is absolutely possible. They said that many women with PCOS have children. They also said that chances are... I will require outside influences and will not be able to conceive on my own.
They started me on a series of birth control pills to help me to regulate my cycles. He said that it was a step necessary to weight loss.
I left for college and followed every step that they laid in front of me. I took the prescriptions, exercised daily, ate what the told me to eat, and stayed far away from alcohol. By the end of my freshman year, I weight 230lbs. At the end of my sophomore year, 247, and by the time I graduated college, I weighed 272 lbs. I pleaded with my doctor to change something up, but he insisted that I stay the course. When I weighed in at 287 lbs, I parted ways with my doctor and looked for someone new.
It was so difficult to find someone to help me! Many of the doctors I contacted questioned why I left a perfectly reputable doctor and said they had full case loads and couldn't take on an additional patient. I had all but given up.
My now-husband and I began to plan our wedding, I started my first year of teaching...
October 7th, 2012 -- Best day of my life |
I went to the gym daily and in a year, I lost 12 lbs. Between 2011 and 2014, I have gained and lost weight more times than I can count. I have fluctuated between 266 and 308 lbs.
Foxwoods Casino with my husband |
So, here I am... working to hold myself extra accountable. This journey is a difficult one and I am terrified of falling short again. I will do my best to document my weight loss journey here. Please feel free to share any recommendations that you may have. My heart is full of love to give and I do not want to disappoint my husband by not doing this.
So, here goes... wish me luck!
Weigh-Ins:
March 16th, 2014: 306
March 23rd, 2014: 303.4
March 30th, 2014: 300.4
April 7th, 2014: 298.9
April 14th, 2014: 297.1
Let's do this! Let's talk! :) I think we can encourage each other! Love, Elizabeth
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